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I was so fucking tired..

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 15:25:41 GMT

I dont really know .... Since when I love to drink an alcohol or vodca ...
but its really tasty .. when i smoked and drank the alcohol, its so fucking tasty.
i love it so so much :)
eventhough my family don't know, that i'm a smoker and a alcoholic.
Just want to say sorry here, to my parents for been lyingg to them. ):

Tomorrow morning I should wake up at 5am..
So... goodnight everyone. it's damn late right now.

BYE BYE ~~

Long time no updated anything here~GAYLOVERS

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 09:19:44 GMT

<input ... ></input><input ... >Hiiiii gayyyy lovers ~~ ;))

Long time no updated anything here, And i have so many stories which I must share to you guys here :D
since now i bought a laptop and of course i can online around 1x24 hours xD LOLZ
well I've so many stories which i must share to u guys..
especially, I know that u guys here really love to read GAY stories xD
isn't it ??
I have met a lot of friends who are gay, and they're so cuteeeee !! :))
eventhough now alll of my friends are almost gay and lesbian LOL
And where's the straight friends? its like they're gone. LOLZ *fainted*well,
its really not my desire. just my life cycle wish me to having friendship with them. ;))
gay and lesbian are okay, i dont think that they're psycho or something like that, the hell statement from those who never known what is truth GAY means!

well ~~ About Fe* and Terenz* ....
they're THE CUTEST GAY I'VE EVER SEEN IN THE WORLD !! SO HANDSOME!!
even though they're shaking to each other. ;))

To be continued ~ ;)

I MISS DBSK so much !! Started to hate my schedules at college T T

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 14:23:57 GMT

I miss them so much !!
Since I dont have any schedules to updating their news , see their latest pics, and the other =((
ohh man its so bad , since i'm a cassiopeia
but i can't see all their things everytime T----T

Its started from Monday , I'll go to my college in the morning, like ...
5am untill 1pm at college ... and then will busy with assignments =((
and after that, i will not going back home.
(its from monday untill thursday i'll stayed at my cousin's house ) I would not stayed at my lovely home :(
cos my home and my college isn't near yeahhh yeah !!
its need like 2 -3 more hours to arrived at my college :(

and sooo ? eventhough i have a lot of times after i arrived at my cousin's home from campus, I also can't go anywhere and also can't
update DBSK's news :((
Its like i only can update their news , once a week ..
even if i have a lot of times on saturday, i should go to practise dance ...
so ... its just like i have free times only on sunday =(
and I would rather to stayed at home than going to anywhere else :((

That's why i really want if WEEKEND isn't only 2 days ( sat and mon ) I want if weekend is around 5 days xDD
LOL so i will have a lot of times to spend it with THSK <333 ~
I miss them so much T__T
eventhough the AADBSK 3, i haven't watch or buy it ;(
its expensive to me, i'm not rich enough, but at least ... i could download the files inside the DVD :(
but .... i dont have enough times to download it though. LOL
WTH !! (T___T)

so what should I do rite now ???
keep away my schedules ?? :(
i started to hate my schedules .... my short times ... :(

*crying a lot*

DBSK ... Super SEXY

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 08:11:59 GMT

Jaejoong (TVXQ) - With his visual shock image and his sexy voice, he can easily take your heart

--->ROFL ..... It makes me want to imagine, How;s his body if he didn't wear any clothes ?? ;)

Yunho (TVXQ) - the man has grown up from cutie pie to the hot stuff.

----> LOLZ LOLZ ~ It makes me imagine more about him XD
i wanna see his hot stuff more more and more than anything !!!! LOLZ *smirk hornily* :D

YUNJAE is so LOVE, isn't it ??
the hot stuffs ever in the world ;)

Am I a BI ??

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 03:27:09 GMT

Ohh.. what a great day ?? =)
i love to breath fresh and healthy air in the morning XDD
ROFL ...
and when i opened up the TVXQforums anywhere ...
I've seen the good news one.
could makes me breath the air and it takes time so long ;D

Okay ...
let's have an investigation to the topic's title lol

BI ?? WTH is that ??
i've realized about something that could made me shock this few days.
ahaha ...
BI ?? what do u think if you heard BI on your mind ?? ;D
actually.. it isn't Rain , the korean actor LOLZ
but its means BI SEX ... person who can loved two genres at once LOLZ
and i realized that like about 4- 5 days ago .....

when I met someone ~ she's my friend's friend.
at the first time ... I only feels like " ahhh ... this girl is so beautiful ... her boobs is so big eh" *smirk hornily* LOLZ
idk !! when i was shake hands with her, the first part which i looked was her boobs LOLZ XDD
i think that i was so hornily at that time.. LOLZ and oh damn !! she's wore a wide-necked shirt, so i can see her boobs very well
LOLZ what the hell i'm thinking about ??? *bangs head till bleeding*
and ~ after that .... 3 of us ... had a lunch, and i can't stop looking at her boobs.
SO what should I do ??
this is my first time to feels like this to a girl.
U know that i've collected dildo in my room :D
and sure i'm not a lesbian ~ but after this incident ... i dont think so *start to crying*

And shall I continue my story ??
Yeap ~~ we're talking so long together ... ( 3 of us I mean ) :D
and sometime, my friends , name is "Pheng" had leave us. ( idk , where's she does to go its so suddenly )
and also suddenly ...the sexiest girl changed her sit place to beside me.
and I just realized that she's also wore mini skirt. LOLZ Mini skirt with a wore wide necked shirt = TOO SEXY!!!!!!! XDD
and I dont know that actually she's a LESBIAN !!
she's worked at some clubs at here.. and I just know when she's told me. that she's a prosititute.
LOLZ and she's cried a lot when she's told me about that.
I feel so sorry to hear that ... She's said, she's doing the job just because she needs a lot of money.
She's bored with her all males subscribers.. So, that's why she wanna tried the lesbian one someday ...
and she said it more greats when your having sex with a BOY.
LOLZ ....
I DOnt think so.. I feel so great when I was having sex with a Boy, and my dildo ;D *smirk so hornily*
Oopss .... I revealed my secret ~ ahaha ... okay nvm ;D

Yeah .... and after that, i've took her home.And she kissed my lips suddenly and said "thank you for today"
LOLZ i was surprised. but ... also feels so great when she kissed me. ;D
and .... idk, I suddenly kissed her back =_=''
and we did it about 5 - 10 minutes maybe, and yeah.. we're do the french kissed. LOLZ

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~ XD
so what should I do ??
i didn't realized yet untill now ...
is it really because i was so stupid cause wants to served her ?
TT TT

But .... in other ways... I also feels so great when I'm with her.
Untill now, we're keep contact, and we're about to meet this saturday night at the club ( some of other places couldn't I mention here ) LOLZ

*long sighhhh*

About DBSK Junsu,Jaejoong,Yoochun will be resign from SM entertainment ~

Sun, 02 Aug 2009 16:44:59 GMT

First of all ....
I'm DIES !!!!!!!! T___________T and enough with tears today !!

I'm started with crying and finished with a lot of tears too T__T
what should we do as cassiopeia is just supporting them !!
but i really dont want it'll being happen soon ~
I still need their newest songs, their faces , their newest style to being appear on TV , Internet ,etc ....
I really need them to inspirit my self T__T
Only from DBSK , i could keep my confidence ....
unwittingly ... they're already made me success ~
eventhough maybe they're dunno they're did something so incredible in my self.
I really don't want if they're diperse ;_;
PLEASEEE *bangs head to the nearest wall*

enough with tears..
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ...
and i really dont want to see if they're disperse like this T T

let's support TVXQ !! DBSK !! WE LOVE U !!

A lil bit ~~ shock !! so ... will be SEMI HIATUS

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 05:48:33 GMT

I'm so sad that i cant being Online for a week maybe T_T ~~
i'm shocked of something !! *sigh*
however what's its like . but... after i'm dreamed about something that so makes me

-__________- feel so worried about my LIFE !! LOL

i think , i need to Hiatus from the internet -_____-
will miss you guys in here ~~ <3333

WELL ~~ I WILL CHANGE MY MOBILE PHONE ~ TO DOCOMO !!
japanese stuff <333 is really great <3 ~~

c u around ~ guys !!

aww ~ YUNJAE is inpired me so much (:

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 16:34:59 GMT

Yunjaeee they're insipired me to asked my friends *he is a boy*
since i saw him always together with boys.
and even i think he dont have friends who are girls LOLZ
yeahh ~ that's why .... when i saw Yunjae's picture hugging to each other.
so i asked him
*here's my chat room with him*

Me : hello there (:

Him : hello ^^

Me : what are u doin now ? may i take ur time for a while ?

Him : of course , what ??

Me : I saw that u have been single from 3 years ago... and i saw that u never have a girl friends XD
so let me know.... are u a gay ?? *i'd like to go to the point * (:

Him : ahahahahahhahahaaaahh ^ ^ nvm. yess u rite.. i thought u're realized since a long time ago... rite ?

Me : yes.and i just dont have any courage to ask u about this. but now i have enough courage XD. and i inspired from yunjae pictures. (:

Him : oh yeah.. let me see
*and i gave him yunjae pic * ohh ~ ohh.. i really love them ^^ that's why i really glad with my status now . I'M A GAY!!!!!

Me : hahahahha ^^ so.. what ur usually do with ur boyfriend ?? LOL

Him : now i'm single. but with my ex boyfriend. i did touch and lick his dick, and we're both french kiss. and we're did oral sex..
and it feels so GOOD!! i feels like im in heaven. the taste is really good. (:

Me: awww... its more than Yunjae i think >__< ... but quite funny for me (: i interested to hear it much from u. Do u wanna telling me more ??

Him : of course.. i will! ^__^
yeahhh~ when the first time i realized i'm a gay is.. when i'm so close with someone name is Vic..
he's too cute for me. and until now.. i'm so proud that i had making love with him. when i'm thinking about him.. i feel so sad T__T.
and yeahh... *back to the topic* that day.
we're in the club... and i drunk.. and he's too.
after that.. when we're both wannna going home, Vic has picked me up to my home with his car.
and when i wanna go back to my home ... i have asked him one question "Vic... please stay one nite at my home. today my parents are not going home " and i kissed him... *that was my first kiss * and yeahh... he stayed one nite at my home.
and there's be my first time to had making love with a boy. and its feels so GREAT . like ur in heaven. I cant describe it in words!
yeah... first time, we're did it in my dining room . lol
after that we're change to my bed room. and we're did it so long time. like 3 - 4 hours . that's it ^^

ME; ahhhh ~ its so amazing XD

Him : I want all people in the worlds know that i'm making love with Vic. i really loves him so much till now ^^

Me : LOL are u sure ?? its not ur privacy ?

Him : No....

Me : ohh okay.. i will post this to my journal.. how about it ? lets heard they're comments about u. (:

Him : Suree!! i want!! <33 ur so heart baby!

Me : ^_^

*and some of the setences after that were not important, i think no need to post it * XD
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Comments ??
how do u think ?
it's better if he's stop to being a gay ??
or its better if he's continue his status now ?? a gay i mean LOL
how about it ??
my personality said that..... i think ~ just flow what he wants to flow (:

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:36:51 GMT

yeahh.. i know, i'm so rarely to writing something in here. ;__;
but now i just back to active again. since i'm in my lovely holiday ;D
so this time.. i wanna share to you guys Junsu and Jaejoong pics. which is so HOT <333

I'd love to see Jaejoong's sweats <33
do you think so ?? i wanna lick his sweatss *smirk hornily* hihihih~
let me makes some conversations between themm (; *yeah this only a fiction* xD dont take it too serious ^ ^
It just for fun (:

1st pic
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Junsu : Hyung, see that girl ?? *raise one finger to those girl*
i think she's cute.. how do u think ??
Jaejoong : Ohh.. i dont care about it Junsu.. i was attracted to see your chest now (; *focusing to junsu's chest *

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2nd Pic
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Junsu : what are u watching for Hyung ?? *walking slowly to Jaejoong*
Jaejoong : ahh~ ahh ~ see this Junsu... its really HOT

*Junsu directly become silence*

Junsu : Hyung ah~
Jaejoong : hmm... ?

Junsu : Hyungg ah ~c'mon... come in to my bed room
Jaejoong : wait Junsu <3 ..... this video really made me horny
( the video which they're watched is a porn movie )

Junsu : ahh ~ yeahh... this is a great movie !!
Jaejoong : let''s do it in ur bedroom <3

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they're both so hot (:

JAESU is so HOT <33

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:20:14 GMT

I'd love to see Jaejoong's sweats <33
do you think so ?? i wanna lick his sweatss *smirk hornily* hihihih~
let me makes some conversations between themm (; *yeah this only a fiction* xD dont take it too serious ^ ^
It just for fun (:
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Junsu : Hyung, see that girl ?? *raise one finger to those girl*
i think she's cute.. how do u think ??
Jaejoong : Ohh.. i dont care about it Junsu.. i was attracted to see your chest now (; *focusing to junsu's chest *

Junsu : what are u watching for Hyung ?? *walking slowly to Jaejoong*
Jaejoong : ahh~ ahh ~ see this Junsu... its really HOT

*Junsu directly become silence*

Junsu : Hyung ah~
Jaejoong : hmm... ?

Junsu : Hyungg ah ~c'mon... come in to my bed room
Jaejoong : wait Junsu <3 ..... this video really made me horny
( the video which they're watched is a porn movie )

Junsu : ahh ~ yeahh... this is a great movie !!
Jaejoong : let''s do it in ur bedroom <3

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they're both so hot (:

1st fanfic have finished already ! =)

Sat, 09 May 2009 08:51:45 GMT

Finally i have finished my 1st fanfic !!

waaa excited !! <333 ~
but .... couldn't post it now . XD
still need to check it .
just wait for u guys to see my 1st fanfic =)
and sorry if my bad english annoy u T_T~
but hopefully, u'll understand ;D
hihihhih ~

well done ~

about Xiah Junsu .
as we know all about him .
about his leg !!! *starting to crying again*
i hope that he'll get well soon <333 *crossing fingers*
and let's praying together for him everyday !
=)
i love u guys.
all CASSIOPEIA is a great girls (:
i know that <33

Love, JunsuHolic.

mature or immature ??

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 08:25:10 GMT

today ...
looked hopeless to me.

but i realized something that can make me more cheer up (:
what's that man ??
its Junsu and his other members xD
yeah !!
TVXQ !! (:

sure i really in love with'em
they're succeded to make me like this xD
being crazy of them
untill i have thought about them ...
"how's they're face if they're 'doing' it with a girl " xD
and even i'm thinking that if i were those girl .. sure i will be collapsed *rofl*

ahhhh~ in this afternoon to thinking something like that really looked so hopeless .
is it rite ???

ehh ~ and ...my friend who have chat with me ..
yeah ... we're talking about something that's really ( i dunno what should i call it. immature or mature?) xD

here is...

somehow words of this chat room shouldn't i copy paste here since its not important xDD ~*rofl*

Him : ohh ~~ damn its really hot here !! i need some fresh drinking or fresh 'movie'..
Me : ahhh~ about fresh drinking maybe i could give u something so fresh xD but. about 'movie' .. what kind of 'movie' that u means ?? wtf.. i have thought something that so immature xD *innocent smile*
him : yeahh i think u know it . <3 .... the fresh drinking i should buy it. but the fresh'movie' where i must to buy ?? lol !!
or it must be usefull if im doing it with ...
Me : LOL *ROFL* im sure that if ur doing it now. u will be more more hot than now !! *bangs your head to the wall*
him : i don't know either girl ... but i want to make something fresh now. x) do u want to help me ??? <333 *smiling hornily*
Me : fuck you ???
him : fuck me !!
Me : i really dont have time to fuck you *horse smiling*
him : im sad now .... ohhhh girl u need a 'DICK'TIONARY ..... XDDDDDD ~
Me : ahh ~ why i need it ?? lol . should i read ur 'DICK'TIONARY ??
him : yes u need.
Me : are you already horny now huh ?? its looked ur not talking seriously now
him : u know it baby. everytime i have chat with you i always been horny ,rite ?? and do u know what am i doing rite now ??
i have read a fanfic about Yoosu .. and its make me more horny . *trying to find a gay*
Me: ahhh great !! fine !! *free to laugh* im now free to do anything XD dont ask me about eat ur dick or not !! LOL ....
him : don't u want it ??? *smiling hornily for 2 times*
Me : ahhh yesss ... i want a dick . if its Junsu's ! *smiling hornily* xDDDDD ~~ not the other d*ck !! XDDDD
him : okay ~ i will trying to find "Yoochun's Dick" XD
Me : LOL !! u'r such a great fanboy of them XD .
him : ur such a fangirl of them. ur great also *kiss*
Me : im not their fangirl man !! *sigh* i hate that status to keep on my life. = =;; , i love them and love to see them happy <33
heheheh
Him : ohhh i see. but u love Junsu's dick ??
Me: *ROFL* i let u to ask another casiopeia who a girl . XD sure they will have same answer with me ! <33 hihihih ~~
im totally normal . so its normal if i love 'that' *innocent face*
Him : ahahha ... but why only junsu ? i have also .. ahhh . okay ... i'll find micky's "..." *cencored* xD .....
Me : douzooo ~ xD
Him : i still waiting for u till u can eat mine XD
Me : better i bangings my head to the nearest wall now !! xDDDDDD ~~ better i die !! fuck you !!
Him : yesss.. u 're fuck me ! hahaha ~
Me : hahahaha ~~ okay then . find ur hottest '......' xDD ~~

See huh ??
he's one of TVXQ fanboy who's crazy about them also xD
ahhh ~ untill he's so crazy .... XD
i dun't know if he's a gay or not LOL
but he's always said like that to me
its just quite funny to me ..
and i don't care anything about him .. *showing horse teeth*
hahaha ~~ he's just a lonely boy i think = =;;
mann ~ c''mon trying to find new gf or even bf.
im praying for u . (:

welll about topic today .
Junsuuuu ~~~~ I really love you !!!
later i will posting his pictures in here :) ..
*sleeping*

chat rooms between me and Yoon Joo oppa :D

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 06:38:59 GMT

since its my first post here..
i dun need to have a introduce again here rite??
XD
i will shown to u my chat room with my 'lovely' man in korean :D

Yoon Joo : Dear …. <3 heello :D

Me:oh hello dear, how are u?

Yoon Joo: im goood

Me: pretty good

Me: ohhh

Me: what time is there now?

Yoon Joo: u2

Me: 11 pm rite?

Yoon Joo: 1

Me: well i wanna have a call with you

Me: if uhave time only

Yoon Joo: whats the matter ??

Me: I wanna hear ur voice

Yoon Joo: did u miss me ?i wanna hear that from ur mouth :D *smiling hornily

Yoon Joo: i am watching movie now

Me: yes nvm nvm

Me: wait till ur free and bored to doing anything, don’t say anything about horni. xD u made me want to “EAT and lick ” your ……… *censored*

Me: what kind of movies that ur watching now ?

Yoon Joo: trying to guess ??

Yoon Joo:its Thailand movie XD since the American movie sure will make me being more horni XD

Yoon Joo: that’s old movie

Me: what ? really useless = =; *some of my words were censored *

Me: well, if u dun understand the american movie dialogs, so , why u could speaking with american people ??

Yoonjoo: yeah … there’sno need reasons.

me: lol *shown her “fuck you” fingers *

Me: and the western people will understand about ur words ??

Yoonjoo: sometimes

Yoonjoo: *shown his ‘fuck you’ fingers also*

Yoonjoo: my bos said that too, " iknow ur english juz limited"

Yoonjoo: XDDDD

Yoonjoo: but no prob I’m working hard man

Me: hahhaha ;D

Yoonjoo: may be when u stay here for 4 years your english is gonna be perfect

Me: sure !! *kiss*

Me: all is depending on ur environment :D

Yoonjoo: ow yeah

Me: yeahh ~~ =D

Me: well... my english still got a bit weird also u know

Me: hhhaha hahhaa

Yoonjoo :hahahah hahahh

Me: why we’re both used ‘HAHAHAH’ too many ? is that funny ? *dorkiii eyes*

Yoonjoo: *silent* …….. *gonna kiss you and bring u to my bed*

Me: XD

Yoonjoo: *smiling hornily again*

Me: ohhhh , I need a big bedroom one … XD, then we can ………

Yoonjoo: sometimes, we can change to another place if we’re bored to ‘playing’ in one place only XD

Me: *silent and itchy* ……………………….i love you XD

Yoonjoo: we’re speaking well in this topic XD hahaha !!

Me: ohh okeii off topic !! XD lol !

Yoonjoo : I wanna know about ur bad habit in positive =D .. and after that in negative XD

Me: about my bad habit …. I’m speaking in English everyday now = =;;

even when I had a presentation in front of class

when sum of my friends have presentation

we're discussion in english

Yoonjoo: ow really?

Me: and when the lecture asked the one of us,we're forget that HE IS A LECTURE lol !!but we're forget and even we're speaking to the lecture in english and the lecture sit glued halt.. ==;

Yoonjoo: thats funny ! hahaha

Me: and after a minutes , he asked them like " where r u have been guys ??are u studying in other countries ???"

Me: and the other classmates of us , laughed very loud

Yoonjoo:haha ! its not a bad habit :D , ur great girl :D well im free now.. do u want to come to my …….. BED ?!? XDDD

Me : *rofl + silent* I’m I’m ……..

And sorry for the whole words was censored XD

Cos this room chat has changed so much ;D hihihih ~~

Well since I dunno what must to write here .

So I just write this since its only need copy paste here XD

Wait for my 2^nd post soon … lol !!